I cant help but doubt,
Ur feelings for me.
Since we've been going back out,
Love for the baby or for me?
Your words feel so truthful when your around,
But when your gone i hit the ground.
Why cant i trust?
For i know i do love.
And in relationships trust is a must,
So i ask for angels above.
To help me find the answer i seek,
So my life will no longer seem so bleak.
Making my way through this lonely corridoor,
My bare feet hover over the floor.
Making my way through these lonely nights,
My tortured soul, others invite.
There are others like me,
Who have been blind to see,
But made they're way,
And are here today.
Longing for the soul,
That used to be mine,
Longing for my soul,
When everything was fine.
Longing for the first night,
When everything was alright.
But here i stand,
Now in this brightly lit hall
Holding ur hand,
As i no longer fall.
I can barely hear a whisper,
I can barely see your face,
I can barely feel my pounding heart,
As it begins to race.
To find love again,
Thats new,
To think i thought,
There was only you.
Silent as a whisper,
Gentle as a breeze,
My love for you,
Did seem to freeze.
All those nights i lay in wonder,
All those nights i cried,
Never knowing you would wander,
And then try to hide.
I never would have believed,
That me you would decieve,
I gave you your last chance,
And you took your stance.
We were never meant to be,
Yes i see that now,
Now i finally feel free,
I take my final bow.
Into the sunset,
I take my leave,
My fina
Depression is a state of mind
Not just how you feel
Even when people are being kind
The pain is just as real
Im in this state
I cant get loose
It feels like fate
Im bout to blow a fuse
The pain flows thru me
It hurts so much
It isnt always that bad
It can be a phase
That make me sad
But pain like this
Wont ever go
I know this
All it will do is flow
Coz for me depression is a state of mind
Not just how I feel
Sumtimes i have to find
Whether this feelings real
Do i look sad to you?
Would it make a difference?
All i want is a life thats new
And i dont have a lot of percevirance
This pain just flows
You can see it in my
Current Residence: In wierd town, where cookies grow on trees... Favourite genre of music: rock, metal, nu-metal, punk Favourite photographer: there r just too many 2 choose from Favourite style of art: photography MP3 player of choice: the 1 i hav Shell of choice: crab Wallpaper of choice: Jay and Silent Bob Skin of choice: preferably my own Favourite cartoon character: Tammi! Personal Quote: 2 luv ovas, u must luv urself, 4 if u dnt luv urself, how can u truly luv ovas?
Figured i write a lil journal to let yew all know how im doing, and since my last one was in 2005! lol.
Well, im 30 weeks pregnant, am guna be having a boy (or so ive bin told). I have bin on a chocolate binge for the past week!
Havnt really seen ne of my friends in a while. So i miss them tuns.
Am still with the father of the baby. Hes bin really good recently, looking after me wen im round his and not feeling too good.
Have bin doing quite a bit of drawing lately but just havnt put it up, so will be doing that soon.
Hows all of yew lot?
xoxoxoxox
Hey all!
Hows u lot all doin?
Sorry if all my recent work has bin a lil dpressin lately, had just split wid wid my bf, an was goin thru a 'i cnt believe i trusted u and like u dat much cos all u did was screw that into da ground, i want 2 hurt u badly' phase. Dnt worry, im over it now.
In fact an extremely happy now! hehe!
Tis my 18th on friday and am goin 4 a meal wid a few close friends and family. On da saturday am goin 2 get a tattoo, and am goin down da pub wid a load of friends and gunna get very drunk. Shud be fun! Cant wait!
Ne ways i hope yall r gud, an hav a gr8 week.
Luv ya all
xoxox
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If I were alone in a room with Tink, I would ________.
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Tink needs ________.
Tink loves ________.
Someday Tink will ________.
Tink is always ________.
Tink reminds me of ________.
Without Tink ________.
Tink can be ________.
Worst thing about Tink is ________.
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A lucky star dropped on earth one night, and it asked me,"What do you want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you.